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[09 Nov 2004|06:44pm] |
i've decided i hate livejournal and that there's no point to me writing in one cause i get a lot more comments when i write in my xanga. and it's just the same entries. so yeah. i'm giving up on livejournal, i don't like you.
i made a new xanga though, yay.
http://www.xanga.com/d0rkyx
<3
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| in your eyes, i lost my place |
[07 Nov 2004|05:43pm] |
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ah, let's see.yesterday tara came over. we went to the library and ahh. i saw this mrs. piggle wiggle video that i SWEAR i saw when i was little, and i suddenly had this like flashback about some kid pulling raddishs off his body. i looked on the box and it said something about "the raddish cure episode" so i took it out but then when we got back to my house we found out it was a differnt video in the box! that was one of the most depressing moment of my life, i swear. argh, so instead we watching beauty and the beast, the little mermaid, and now and then. oh and a random ramona movie. heh. good stuff. today's lasting forever. nothing to do, i even did all my homework. i've been watching movies all day. hooray. time for a quiz cause i'm that cool.
Name: diana
Age: 13
Hair: dark brown.
Piercings: one in each ear.
Tattoos: ew.
Height: 5'3ish.
Shoe size: 7 i think.
[LAST..]
Movie you watched: now and then.
Movie you bought: not sure.
Song you listened to: i caught fire, the used.
Cd you listened to: avril =P
Person you've called: lucy.
Person that's called you: lauren.
[DO...]
You have a crush on someone: who even knows anymore.
You wish you could live somewhere else: all the time.
You believe in online dating: no.
Others find you attractive: you tell me.
You want more piercings: maybe a bellybutton ring.
You like roller coasters: love them.
You write in cursive or print: print.
[FOR OR AGAINST...]
Long distance relationships: for, but they barely ever work out.
Killing People: depends for what.
Smoking: against.
Gay/lesbian relationships: i don't get why that bothers people. i'm for it.
[HAVE YOU...]
Ever cried over a boy: way too much.
Ever cried over a girl: when i'm in fights with them.
Ever lied to someone: yes.
Ever been in a fist fight: probably with will.
[NUMBER...]
Of times I have been in love?: never.
Of times I have had my heart broken? define broken heart.
Of hearts I have broken?: i don't know.
Of times my name has appeared in the paper?: once.
Things in my past that I regret?: rawr.
[DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...]
Pretty/handsome: no.
Funny: i guess. i crack myself up.
Hot: mm. no.
Friendly: i'm very friendly.
Amusing: sure.
Ugly: possibly.
Shy: super.
Loveable: i try to be.
Caring: very.
Sweet: sure.
Dorky: all the time.
[FAVORITE...]
4 letter word: rawr.
Cartoon: south park.
Favorite Cereal: cheerios.
Chewing gum: eclipse.
Color(s): green.
Color nail polish: white.
Day of the week: friday or saturday.
Least fave day: sunday.
Flower: dandelions.
Jelly flavor: ew jelly.
Jewelry: necklaces.
Summer/Winter: summer by far.
Drink: sprite.
[PERSON WHO LAST...]
Slept in your bed: me?
Saw you cry: lauren.
Yelled at you: mom i think.
Sent you an email: who sends emails anymore?
Hugged you: corey?
[HAVE YOU EVER...]
Said "I love you" and meant it?: i've never been in love.
Had Sex: no.
Kept a secret from everyone: not really.
Cried during a movie: oh yes.
Planned your week based on the TV: no.
Been backstage: heh. in a school play.
Been to California: nope.
Hawaii: nope.
China: no.
Europe: i'm not much of a traveler.
London: i wanna go.
Asia: nope.
Africa: er no.
[This or That?]
Apples or bananas?: apples.
Blue or red?: blue.
Walmart or target?: walmart.
Spring or Autumn?: spring.
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: eat.
Was the last meal you ate?: cake =P
Are you bored?: extremely.
Last noise you heard? music.
Last smell you sniffed?: toothpaste?
[Friendship/Love]
Do you believe in love at first sight?: kinda.
Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: yes.
[Other Info]
Do you speak any other languages?: a little of spanish.
Last book you read?: lord of the flies.
Something in your bedroom you like?: my bed, tv, and mm.. scrapbooks.
Nickname(s): lots.
How old do you look?: my age i guess.
How old do you act?: depends.
Glasses/Contacts: contacts.
Braces: nope. they uh.. fell off.
Do you have any pets?: fish.
You get embarrassed?: yes i do.
Are you too shy to ask someone out?: probably.
What makes you happy?: my friends.
What upsets you?: when people are such assholes.
[Finish the sentence: ]
I Love to.. be with my friends.
I'm Im Annoyed by.. too many things to list here.
I Want to be.. still not sure.
I'm Always... listening to music.
I want to Know.. why everyone's changing.
<3 diana
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| shame on me wanting you |
[01 Nov 2004|09:03pm] |
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this weekened sucked. a lot. the only good part is that it's november. but that's not really too good. well maybe it is. god i'm so pathetic that it's gross.. anyway. i went trick-or-treating yesterday with a bunch of people, except it was so stupid cause like.. ugh i don't even know. i felt like i was too old to be trick-or-treating and it made me sad. really sad. i've been all gay-ly emotional lately. but like. i don't even know. kay, i'm in a weird mood. i'm gonna fill out a quiz. oh and i'm taking a survey. if any guy reads this, which would you prefer? getting a blowjob or a relationship? this is important. it is, i swear. so far it's 23 for blowjob, and a surprising 15 for relationship. figures.
[ b a s i c s ]
name: diana
middle name: michelle
last name: bierman
age: 15
birthday: february 13
current location: suffern.
siblings: will.
hair color: dark brown. it is so not black.
eye color: hazelish. hopefully my green will come back soon.
[ s c h o o l ]
do you like school?: hate it.
why or why not?: too much superficial drama.. way too much.
favorite teacher: mr. vallinino.
favorite grade: sixth.
do you care about grades?: yeah.
are you going to college?: yes.
[ p a r e n t s ]
moms name: jackie
dads name: mark
do you get along?: sometimes.
have they ever bought a 'how to get along with your kids' book?: oh god, yes. except i read it and knew what to expect. heh. they were so bad at trying what it said.
do they try to get involved in your life?: they try, but suck at it.
does it annoy you?: they way they do it, yeah.
their jobs: mom - teacher, dad - actuary. i don't know what that is either.
are they hip?: hip? riiight.
[ f r i e n d s ]
do you have a best friend?: lots of em.
how many friends do you have?: enough.
would you be able to live without them?: no way.
funniest?: koizim
most like you?: jamie
best eyes?: alexa
best hair style?: arianna
best hair color?: lucy
lives closest?: tara
you hang out with most?: tara
known the longest?: lauren
sweetest?: either jamie hil or arianna
newest?: meg and sam!
coolest most gangstaly awesome: jimmy!
craziest/most hyper?: all<3
shyest?: probably tara
[ f i r s t s a n d l a s t s ]
first real word not counting mama or dada: "no"
last time showered?: an hour ago about?
last person you talked to on the phone: lauren or lucy.
first opposite sex phone call?: julien, and he called to ask for the spelling words in third grade. i was so excited =O
first crush?: matthew.
last food eaten?: a snickers.
last drink?: soda?
last big trip?: jersey shore.
first slow dance?: jason.
last time cracking your fingers?: ten minutes ago? lol
[ l o v e i n t e r e s t ]
do you have a boy/girlfriend?: i wish.
turn-ons?: smells good, plays the guitar, funny/makes me laugh, understanding.
turn-offs?: dirty fingernails, smelly, asshole-ish, makes fun of people, bad breath.
first kiss?: jason
last kiss?: adam
first boy/girlfriend?: mike
ever been in love?: doubt it.
ever been hurt emotionally?: oh have i.
best love song?: "if you're not the one"
love song you can cry to?: that, or "the last song"
best thing he/she can do for you?: get me a teddy bear *melts*
describe the perfect mate: doesn't just care about "getting ass", understanding, sweet, funny, caring, understanding, and does all those arm chill things. heh.
think you'll find him/her?: no.
how many hearts have you broken: don't know.
how many people broke your heart: define broke my heart..
had trouble getting over someone?: hahahahahahaha. oh, you're not kidding?
[ f a v o r i t e s ]
favorite song(s): i get a new one like every couple days.
favorite band(s): taking back sunday or the all-american rejects.
favorite singer(s): avril lavigne.
favorite food(s): spaghetti.
favorite tv channel(s): disney or fuse.
favorite tv show(s): boy meets world<3
favorite movie(s): a little princess, 13 going n 30, the little mermad, a cinderella story, freaky friday, never been kissed, beauty and the beast, and the hot chick.
favorite kind of chip(s): salt and vinegar.
favorite book series: seventeen.
favorite scent(s): om or curve<3
favorite car(s): convertable.. a red one
<3 diana
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| please take me by the hand, it's so cold out tonight |
[24 Oct 2004|07:38pm] |
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yowza. it's been a wacky weekend. yesterday the tumins came over! my god i missed them. especially jillian! =] my long lost bff <3 we went through old diaries. they were so freakin hilarious it was unbelievable. "WHAT CLUB, HOW, AND ESPECIALLY WHY?!" and "i'm just BURSTING to tell her!" lmfao. aw man we need to hang out moree. i miss sixth grade and how we were so jealous of eachother =P lol anywayy. today was quite interesting. so i woke up and realized i own like three shirts. so i kindly and sweetly asked darling ol' mother to take me shopping, and i get like lectured about how i need to turn off all my lights. sigh. so then my mom thinks she's cool by ignoring my screaming and goes out garage saling with my maid. so while she's away i decide to make a presentation. yeahh, that includes like exhibit a, exhibit b, etc. it was a damn good presentation if i do say so myself. anddd i got my way. =] of course i had to cry and be all dramatic about it.. but it worked! and she took me shopping! and i got clothess =O and THEN.. because of my super awesomeness, i got my allowance changed from five dollars a week, to twenty dollars a week. will you soo better be thanking me. then my mom tells me she bought me a phone. of course she had bought it at a garage sale and it's the crappiest phone i've ever seen.. but it's a phone! a temporary one. she's gonna buy me a sexier one later yayyy. so today was a good day. but now i have homework. but that's just super dandy.
<3 diana
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| ..before you got too cool |
[17 Oct 2004|02:09pm] |
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woot woot. been a busy week. friday after school me meg and sam walked to jp's to get pizza. i broke the napkin holder =O then we walked to a store to hang out with this kid jared and some other guys. it started raining, so we got stuck running home in it. haha, so funny though. sam had to leave, but me and meg went back to her house and watched mean girls. weee. best movie. then we put on dresses and started dancing around singing into hairbrushes. we're jsut that cool. =P then we ate our feelings because sb + ap = heart break. lmao. yesterday morning my mom had like twenty old relatives over for my aunts 90th birthday. uh, fun? i made them all omeletes, and they said i was a good chef. *beams* =D then i started getting ready for homecoming but i still couldn't figure out what dress to wear ahh. so my mom made me like give them all a fashion show. oh my god, seriously, i hate old people. is that wrong? i'm sorry if it is, but i have this theory that when you get like passed 60 you cross over to the *old side* and get super annoying. yeahh. anyway, i wound up wearing turquoise, which was kinda mermaidish. but that's okay. homecoming was mucho fun. meg and sam showed up! and it was all yay! then we went to applebees with a bunch o' people. me and nick had a plan to start dancing, but sadly that never happend. we did have fun imitating juan, and made up a super cool dance! haha. it was prettyyy coooool. after, i went back to sam's house with meg and we went online for a while talking to some people and realize how butt-headish boys are. eh, that's okay.. hooray for weekends anyway! but now it's sunday. and sunday's suck. and i need to do something. and blah.
<3 diana
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| when the phone rings, do you ever hope that it's me? |
[11 Oct 2004|03:29pm] |
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argh i'm getting sick of these online journal things. nevertheless, i'm still writing in it. ew i said nevertheless. who the hell says nevertheless? *cricket* okay that was gay. anyway. friday i went to the football game and whoa. we.. won? hmm. mostly hung around with meghan annie danielle and jess. and for some reason it was more fun than the other games. maybe because i had a spazz attack about the spot<33 or maybe because.. different reasonss. yeah. heh.after that i went to friendly's with some people and made friends with our waitor, john! he was mad chill, yo.he taught us that. ;] saturday i did like absolutely nothing. and it sucked. sunday, as in yesterday, in the morning i went shopping for a homecoming dress with mother. yikes. never again. i must go dress shopping with friends, not my mom. "nah that one isn't you", "ugh that's a gross color", "you can't wear that you need boobs for that." she's not nice. then around sevenish, i went to the movies with meg lauren and kelly, and saw ladder 49. holy crap, it was so fucking awesome! and so sad! and so good! and so.. ah! i wanna see it again. then we went to get pizza. mucho funness =) but now, so sadly, me and meg are obsessed with frying fish. simply because this fish is a bitch and damn well needs to be fried. come to our fish fry complex. we specialize in frying bitches that want our guys. =P mwahaha. today i went to the library and rented a bunch of preschool power videos! my loves<3 they were like my best friends when i was three. they're amazing videos! i bet you don't know how to blow your nose the right way do you? i do. rent those videos, seriosuly. they're godly =]
<3 diana
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| what do you see when you look at me? |
[03 Oct 2004|01:30pm] |
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i really don't feel like updating this, but it's either this or do my history essay. so uhh, let's see. god yesterday morning had to be the most embarrasing event of my life. for some reason, my parents always make a huge deal of going to suffern day, or montebello day, and all those totally un-fun things. it's just like free food, and those blow-up jumpy things for kids. so i told them i didn't wanna go, and i don't know how my mom did this, but she made a face that made me feel guilty for not going. it was like, a sad about-to-cry face. and i think she was serious, which made it even worse. so i went. and so did my entire family. even my uncle. sigh. so like, the second we drive into montebello day, me and will see all these people from our school. so we're making our parents walk like five feet in front of us.. and yeah. we seriously didn't wanna be there, so we left after a little while and went to suffern day, which really wasn't too bad, cause there wasn't that many people we knew. but did my parents and uncle REALLY have to be completely ridiculous and take a thousand bags of chips home, carrying them in their mouth?! i didn't think so.
anyway, later, after i got back, i went to the mall with taraaaaa. um. i think that was one of the most gayest mall trips we've ever had, and we've had some pretty gay mall trips. apparently i'm color blind now. but i'm really not! tara is. she sees pink as red, and red as orange. well, yeah, anyway. we had fun, seeing all our benches yet again. let's see, we have a] coach nathan bench b] pomona/hi bench c] chewie ice cream bench d] sausage bench and e] chris rock bench. so what this paragraph clearly states is that, tara and i are a lot cooler than you. cough. so after all that fun, we went to the food court.. and we.. we saw a lemon. it was just a poor little lemon, and it was on the floor. it was just.. there! so we took it. maybe we can make a bellybutton ring out of it =P haha. okay that's enough procrastination. time for homework. hooray.
<3 diana
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| i'll be your best kept secret, and your biggest mistake |
[23 Sep 2004|08:53pm] |
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ah. bored as hell. school's getting better i guess. making friends? getting better in photoshop? i'm gonna own rob, yes own him, when i'm done with the class. =P ick, but i have four quizzes tomorrow, plus i have to run a mile in gym, plus a newspaper meeting, plus grr. at least tomorrow's friday. hallelujah. okay, i'm gonna avoid studying a little more and take a quiz. it's on the *perfect guy* ow owww.
The Perfect Guy Quiz:
1. hair color: dark brown
2. eye color: green
3. height: a little taller than me
4. six pack: eh doesn't really matter
5. long or short hair: either, but i'm kinda liking short at the moment
6. glasses: okay here's the 'policy' on glasses lol. i know i'm weird, but if you have those little skinny glasses and wear them once a week.. i don't know it's just like.. hot. =P
7. piercings: he can have one in one ear i guess, but anything more than that, just ugh
8. scars: uh i don't have a preference
9. eyebrows: heh. this quiz knows me so well. they just can't be too huge. and there needs to be two.
10. big butt or little: a cute little one =]
11. chest hair: ew please no
12. buff or skinny: somewhere in the middle
13. straight teeth, gap: uh i think i'm more patial to straight teeth =P
14. funny or serious: a little of both
15. party or stay at home: same, a little of both
16. should he cook or bake: bah i've always wanted to bake cookies with my boyfriend. i don't know, it's just so cute <3
17. should he have a best friend: i can be his best friend =]
18. should he have a lotta girlfriends: no, i get so jealous way too easily. he can have some but not so many that they're all wanting MY guy
19. outgoing or shy: both
20. sarcastic or sincere: sincere.. he can be sarcastic but only up to a certain point, it gets annoying
21. should he love his mother: well he can't hate her lol
22. should he watch chick flicks: he better =P
23. would he be a smoker: never ever
24. would he drink: ugh no
25. would he swear: i don't care but every word out of his mouth can't be like "fuck fuck fuck"
26. would he play with your hair; aww yes he would <3
27. one or more girls at a time: um. one.
28. would he pay for dates: sure, that's always a plus
29. does he kiss on the first date: yes lol. i mean if he's my boyfriend, we've known eachother for a while so why the hell not?
30. where would you go to dinner: doesn't matter
31. would he bring you flowers: god yes
32. would he lay under the stars with you: of course <3
33. would he write poetry about you: well.. sure it's nice but if it's so completely mushy and everything, i just can't stand it, so yeah he can write me a poem but not so much of that =P
34. would he call you hunny, sweetie, or baby: no my fucking name is diana
35. would he hang out with you and YOUR friends: he better
36. would you hang out with him and HIS friends: surely
37. will he walk you to the door at the end: yes he would
38. holding hands: don't even get me started on that <3
39. soccer: sure why not
40. baseball: okay
41. basketball: um i really don't care
42. football: it doesn't matter what sport he plays!
43. water polo: okay well maybe that's a little odd
44. surf: surely
45. skateboard: yeah then he can teach me =]
46. snowboard: bah i don't give a shit, yes he can snowboard
47. sing: yeah, that's always a plus. especially if he's singing to me =)
48. play guitar: fuck yes <3
49. play piano: eh.. sure
50. play drums: ah yes yes yes
51. clean his room: doesn't matter, just as long as it's not so disgustingly messy, things are growing under his bed
52. paint, draw, sculpt: uhh all right..? lol
53. writes his own music: yes <3
54. use the word dude: you can use that word BUT NOT TO CALL ME IT
55. use the word tight: no. just no
56. would he watch the sun rise with you: oh god. yes. <3
57. what kind of car does he drive: don't care
58. how old is he: 15 or 16
59. what would his name be: tyler is the absolute best name for a guy.. but i don't really care what his name is.
<3 diana
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| should've done something, but i've done it enough |
[18 Sep 2004|10:20pm] |
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hmm. let's see. yesterday went with sean meg sam and will to the mall. first we were just hanging around and stuff, being unsure about seeing a movie, then finally we decided to see mr. 3000. oh my god, worsssst movie ever. so freakin stupid, and boring, and gay and.. well yeah. me and meg wern't paying attention to the movie anyway *cough* we were looking at other things =P then we walked around a little, ate, and that was that. it was pretty fun. hooray. =]
today i finally actually met JIMMY! ah he's one cool muffin =P me him and lauren all went to the mall. yay, that was fun.. besides lauren being ultra weird and like rubbing windows lol. and i must say, jimmy looks damn right sexy in blue silk ;] we went in a couple stores, and uh the parking lot. we went to modell's and some random people asked jimmy to try on a jersey. lol, so funny but i guess you had to be there. =P then after a while of just walking around the mall, jimmy left and me and lauren were being AWESOME. seriosuly, you don't know the term awesome until you've seen what we were doing. "how could i have not made the play?! i saw two obsese fat people, an orange hat, AND the ferris wheel stopped!" lmao. ah then a couple minutes before her parents picked us up, she wanted to buy this costume for her dog [um. yeah.] and we were ten cents short, so we were like searching around the target floors and everything. and yeah. hot stuff.
<3 diana
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| it's not supposed to hurt this way |
[14 Sep 2004|07:01pm] |
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suffern sucksss my fucking non existant balls. holy fuckk. i have not one class with not one of my friends. NOT ONE. maybe some people who talk to me, but not like friends friends. ugh i'm trying desperately to get my schedule changed, i even got my mom to write a note with some bullshit excuse after me having a temper tantrum. but GOD, my guidance counselor is such a dumbfuck. she's like, "it's against school policy to change classes" [fucking bullshit, everyyybody does, plus we just had an assembly with the principal saying you can.] but then soon after that, she's reading me off different electives i can take. so wow, she just got to my last nerve, so i started being a complete bitch to her. and bah i'm such a goody-goody, i never talk back to teachers, i always follow directions, but i was just so annoyed, so i was like, "i thought it was 'against school policy' to change my classes." and she's like, "well i can change your electives." then i was like screaming, "what's the difference?!" so she sighs and says, "honey.." but then i interrupted her and said, "my name's diana."
my teacher's all suck, i'm stuck in photoshop and fashion design, [what the HELL?!] most of my friends are fighting with eachother already for stupid reasons, and my math class has only fourteen people, including me. me and chris are the only sophomores, the rest are idiot juniors in which one guy thought 0.25 was pi. uh, right. my bio teacher told us that if we're stupid, we fail. my history teacher seems like a homework piler. my spanish teacher seems loud and obnoxious. school is not gonna be fun this year. HOW CAN I CHANGE MY SCHEDULE?! someone help me get like a gang to shoot my guidance counselor in her wack [yeah i said wack] messed up head. please.
<3 diana
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| it's plain to see we're over, and i hate when things are over |
[11 Sep 2004|05:32pm] |
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oh. my. god. i hate suffern. so. fucking. much. school didn't even start yet, and i'm already hating this year. it's unbelievable. i went to the football game yesterday. first of all, you do not need to wear a fucking skirt to a game. you do not have to get dressed up. ask one person in suffern if all they care about is looks, and i'll bet you my life not one person will say no. that's A. B is that it's so dramatic. as i said, school didn't even start yet and my friends are already fighting with eachother because one or the other was being "bitchy". everyone's always fighting about the tiniest thing. then they'll like break off their friendship. it's so retarded, nobody cares about anyone. ugh, it was just a really fucked up day.
so after the game, i slept over lauren's. things were not much better there. she was having all this boyfriend trouble so of course while i'm there she decides to break up with him. it was so bad, he was crying on the phone. so then i started crying cause i'm a loser who sucks majorly at life. after that whole deal, we watched beauty and the beast in which, yes, i cried to also. BUT THAT IS A SAD AWESOME MOVIE SO ROAR TO YOU IF YOU DON'T CRY DURING THAT. so yeah, it was just a bad, weird, gay day. then in the morning, i woke up before her and had an urge to clean her room. her room is so awesome, just messy as hell. aw man, that was fun. i rearranged everything, made her dressers neater, and all that. then we watched american wedding [ah good movie] and i went home. bah and next week i might finally meet jimmy! =O
<3 diana
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| is there anything worth waiting for? |
[06 Sep 2004|01:04pm] |
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ew. school starts in two days .shoot me please. well the jersey shore was fun. the highlight of it however was when my mom went freakin' postal over two dollars.. okay so i bought two skirts with a total of twenty dollars. while walking out of the store, some guy hands us a coupon to save two dollars on a purchase of fifteen bucks. so my mom's all "why didn't you give us the coupon before! that's not right"ish. so we go back into the store, and i swear my mom has such a problem with communicating with people. she says "i wanna return this and then buy it again so i can get two dollars back or you can just give me the money." seriosuly, she doesn't think. so long story short, the cashier showed us a sign that said there's no returns, and said that she's not giving my mom the two bucks. my mom went crazy, screaming at the top of her lungs "THAT'S NOT RIGHT" and yadda. and yes, there were many people in the store. but on a happer note i'm tan!
saturday lucy tara and rob came over. tara left really early though while lucy and rob slept over. we made cookies that literally tasted like barf, and watched some movies and a numerous amount of infomercials. ronco's hot <3 i want him as much as a boning knife baby. it was fun although rob's now being gay over downloading music. whatever. after he left, lucy slept over again. ah, i love that girl. she danced around my kitchen with a lobster on her head.. "my name is calvin, my name is christina the crustasion." then we read dick and jane. oh MY god that is THE best book ever. =P so in the past two days i've watched so many freakin videos. freaky friday, head over heels, never been kissed, she's all that, mary-kate and ashley's dance party, the parent trap, the haunted mask, aladdin, bring it on, and half of titanic. cause i know you were so curious.
edit 9.07 __ fuck yes. my school's gay and is still doing construction, so i don't start school until MONDAY THE 13TH. jealous? ;]
<3 diana
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| here in this diary, i write you visions of my summer |
[31 Aug 2004|10:37pm] |
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oh man how is it the last day in august?! ugh, don't leave, summer. =[ school's in what? a week? ick i said the S word. well since tomorrow's the first day of september, it's lauren's birthday! happy early birthday, lauren. =D anyway.. yesterday sean came over for a little. what a narky kid =P just basically watched movies / tv. the girl next door, oh man what a "plotful" (haha) movie. it was cute at times, but overall just really stupid. and will kept like falling asleep. sean threw a pillow at him, he like spazzed and yelled, "i'm not sleeping!" ha. right.
today i went out to dinner with the family. wow. i don't think going out to dinner could've been anymore interesting. my dad was on the phone, and he was talking really loudly, so i started telling him to shhh. this old guy at the next table was like, "yeah dad, shush!" and did that old-guy-chuckle. and i was just like uh, okay. so then i'm trying to eat and this guy and his wife are like staring at our table! then i asked my mom for a napkin, and the guy gets up and hands me one. "um, thank you?" lol, it was quite weird. so then! they're still staring like ten minutes later at my table.. and then they finally get to leave, but not before walking over to my table. the woman goes to me, "you are an extremely pretty young lady, i wish you luck in the future." WHAT?! what kind of this is that?! then the guy goes, "so what college do you go to?" i wasn't sure if he was kidding, so i said, "i'm a sophomore in high school." he just stared at me and said, "what?! wow, no you're not." .. "uh, yeah.. i am." yeah, a bit weird.
tomorrow i'm going to the jersey shore for two days. it's hardly worth it. we were supposed to go on vacation when i came home frm camp, which was over a month ago. when i get back, i'm gonna try to make the most out of what's left of summer. lucy's coming up soon! havn't seen her in like, forever so yay for that. =] alrighty, that's all for today. laterr.
<3 diana
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| you're gone and i'm still going through withdrawel |
[26 Aug 2004|10:04pm] |
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ah i'm tired so i'm gonna keep this short. yesterday i went to lauren's for a little. we basically just hung out for a while, and then went off to jeremy's. hmm.. watched some tv, listened to music, all that fun stuff. and i think i'm in love with rimsky. =O that dog is the cutest thing ever<3 then we all went to zach's, and me and lauren watched him, jeremy, mike, and brian have band practice. then we had pizza, and just chilllled for a while. fun fun fun. =]
today i went shopping with my mom, which is always so cheerful. =P i got a whole bunch of new stuff. three pairs of pants, a shirt, a sweatshirt, and shoes, weeee. today was kind of a lazy day.. got home, went online, watched tv, and then went out to dinner. oh and in case you're wondering, sean is the the narliest feet fiving shitnit loser goose around. =] amen to that!
<3 diana
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| you're so untouchable, and i'm oh-so-terrible at this.. |
[23 Aug 2004|08:23pm] |
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wow. i think this day can most definitely qualify as THE worst day ever. it all started when i woke up..
- i wake up with my remote digging into my side, so i got mad and threw it at the wall. and then i yelled at it.
- my mom called me from the library and asked me if i wanted to do one of the activities there [making gift baskets?] because she missed hanging out with me and she was being all nice. so then i started yelling at her saying "no no no i don't want to." then i started hysterically crying and hung up.
- i went online, rob tells me i'm gay and blocks me.
- soon i was really hungry and of course we have nothing to eat, so i got stuck eating left over ribs, ick. as if that wasn't bad enough, i bit into it weird and cut my mouth.
- i then decided i wasn't gonna eat the ribs, so i tried making a sandwhich. i cut my finger while cutting the bread, and now it really, really hurts.
- one of my maids stupid friends called and whoever it was really couldn't speak english. so she asks for my maid, and i said "hold on." then she goes, "not there?" so i go, "um, no she's here, hold on." then she says, "oh, she no home?" god, so then i screameddd into the phone, "SHE'S HERE, HOLD ON I WILL GET HER!" then i went to get her, and i tripped on the stairs.
- a little while later, lauren called me and told me i had to be free on wednesday, otherwise she wouldn't be friends with me anymore. and although she was kidding, it really annoyed me.
- i started to watch the movie it takes two, but had to stop because i was crying too hard. and that is NOT a sad movie.
<3 diana
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| you are my only, my only one |
[21 Aug 2004|03:24pm] |
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mwahaha.. quiz-type thing stolen from jamie..
YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (NAME OF FIRST PET AND STREET YOU LIVE/LIVED ON)
Meg WhiteBirch >> now that's hot
YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (NAME OF YOUR FAVORITE SNACK FOOD PLUS GRANDFATHER'S FIRST NAME)
Chips David >> haha nice
YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (FIRST WORD YOU SEE ON YOUR LEFT PLUS FAV RESTRAUNT)
Happy Applebees >> mwahaha i like that
YOUR FORIEGN ALIAS: (FAV SPICE GIRL+LAST FORIEGN VACATION SPOT)
Ginger Canada >> riight
SOCIALITE ALIAS (Silliest childhood nickname+first town where you partied)
DookieAnna Pomona? >> i'm not even gonna comment on that one
"FLY GIRL" ALIAS( First initial+ last two or three letters of yout last name)
Dan >> well uh.. okay
DETECTIVE ALIAS(Favorite baby animal+where you go to high school)
Puppy Suffern >> tee hee
BARFLY ALIAS:(Last snack food you ate+your favorite alcoholic drink)
Chocolate EwAlcohol >> um
SOAP OPERA ALIAS: (middle name + street where you first lived)
Michelle WhiteBirch >> that sounds almost normal
ROCK STAR ALIAS (Favorite candy+ last name of favorite singer)
Jellybean Simpson >> now THAT i like =O
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| i wanna play the game, i want the friction |
[19 Aug 2004|09:22pm] |
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i love jamie lynn kleinberg so so so so so so much. DO YOU SEE MY LAYOUT? DO YOU SEE IT? ahhh ten things i hate about you<3 best movie ever. and best layout ever. much love to jaymadmad<3 ARE THERE SHEEP?!
hmm.. i think i'm gonna use this livejournal again and quit my other one. i don't like it anymore. so what happened recently?
- me and sean are running for president and we're gonna win
- sam showed me his super cool shoes
- me and jamie became more obsessed with boy meets world
- heath ledger and orlando bloom are gods
- me and jamie got to talk to yonaton! we're hotys =P
- me and lucy were on the phone for three and a half ours reading old diary entries
- they were absolutely pathetic
- i'm watching never been kissed right now
i'll write more tomorrow<3
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| NEW JOURNAL =O |
[16 Aug 2004|08:27pm] |
i have created a new livejournal! not that i honestly don't love the elmo-fication jamie did on this one, but i was bored, made a new one, and liked how it came out. i might still write / fill out quizzes in this one. but i might not.
leave me comments in my new one<3
http://www.livejournal.com/~d0rkyx
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| still missing camp<3 |
[31 Jul 2004|05:23pm] |
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hmm. let's see.. tuesday i went to the mall with tara and saw a cinderella story.oh man, cutest movie ever<3 after it ended all i did was talk about it. then we went to cinabon to get drinks and made a new friend. a rapist one. thursday i went to the mall again with tara again and saw a cinderella story.. again. we saw our cinabon friend again and he scared us. then we got food and saw our chinese food friend! =] we havn't seen her in a while, but she remembered us and told us we were pretty. yay. then yesterday i got to see hil and laur!! <3 we went to the mall and saw a movie. guess which one? a cinderella story was even better the third time. =] we hung around the mall laughing at people, going on the ferriswheel, writing on it, all that fun stuff. then we went back to laur's house and watched the camp videos<3 we are now obsessed with frogs. i'm not explaining. then we watched the little rascals, which i havn't seen in like eight years and i forgot how much i loved that movie. we fell asleep around twoish, and woke up at one thirty. i still don't know how we did that. we ate breakfast / lunch, and then watched win a date with tad hamilton. aw man, that movie made my day. right after it ended, my parents came to pick me up. goddamn them. i miss them, and camp, my nine deuchi, everything, so much. die suffern. die die die.
<3 diana
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| i need camp back<3 |
[26 Jul 2004|04:42pm] |
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sigh. i'm back from camp. i had the most amazing summer of my life. i know i say that every year, and am all dramatic like oh my god blah blah blah, but oh man.. nothing can top this year. i miss you guys all so fucking much. i hate suffern. i wanna go back to milford<3 i could definitely write this huge long entry about each day in camp, and everything about it, but i'm just gonna like burst into tears so i'll stick with writing all the inside jokes.
*smack attack *lip bronzer *boston sandwhiches *yoda and rubbage *bahhh! * leet creations * leet sauce *binky *perfect sam *sudden death pudding contests *caramel frap *poker face *sharting *i like your necklace! *the "shrine" * the evil sewing lady *thanking chinese ladies for fortune cookies [goddammit] *vampires *ductaping me to the bed *the push-up bra *juicy bites *izzy guy-girl *the watch.. on the WRIST *teel-nu *gabe the hot gorilla<3 *seth and chloe *bert *winning elmo *ralph / sally *the grudge song *sawah biki - hemafwadite *brian brown *my storytelling *the nine deuchi<3 *mickey mouse *shear madness *"thank you SO MUCH" *lesbians.. trolley! *no chance, no chance at all *yonaton *big ears = orgasmically adorable *spud game *no more hairspray *one two three STOP! *seductive peanut butter *the booger wall - gross but hilarious *turn me on [monkey dance] *babbf! *the chills.. enough said. dreamy sigh.
there's so many more but i'm starting to get upset. i miss you all like fucking crazy.
<3 diana
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